R.A.W (Real Authentic Words)

Honestly, writing this is probably one of the scariest things I have ever done. There’s something so frightening about the thought of opening yourself up and expressing how you feel and what you think. There is the fear of rejection, the fear of judgment, the fear of not being understood or accepted because in reality none of us are perfect, but we live trying to pretend that we are.

I promised myself that anytime I wrote, I would write as if no one was going to read anything I wrote. This made me feel comfortable and not afraid to write exactly what I felt. So that is just what I am doing. I know that I am putting myself in a very vulnerable place, but I have decided that I am not holding back, this is me, 1000000%.

It is 9pm on a Saturday night in LA, and I am sitting in my room in front of my laptop with Vanilla-Sandalwood scented candles lit, listening to some old school Chris Brown. I can’t tell if I feel happy or sad about my situation right this second haha but what I do know is that I have a lot inside of me that I feel the need to share. Truth is, I am a 25 year old girl that is still trying to find herself, living in a world and a society with so much pressure to make it seem like you have everything together and under control. To be honest, I don’t have it all under control, my life is nowhere near being perfect, but I have learned to accept that.

I have so many questions, and not enough answers. I have doubts and uncertainties, but one thing I do know is that it all has a purpose and it is up to me to make what I want of it. So that is exactly what I’m doing and this is where I’m starting, my blog.

I want this to be a place of empowerment, inspiration, purpose, and enlightenment. A place where there is no right or wrong, where there is no pretending to know it all. I simply want it to be somewhere where you can express your thoughts and not be afraid, take in a different point of view and perhaps open your mind to a new perspective.


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Honestamente, escribir esto es probablemente una de las cosas más difíciles que he hecho. Me llena de miedo el tan solo pensar abrirme completamente y expresar lo que siento y lo que pienso. Existe el temor de ser rechazada, el temor de ser juzgada, el temor de no ser entendida o aceptada porque en realidad ninguno de nosotros somos perfectos, pero vivimos tratando de aparentar que si lo somos.

Me prometí que cada que escribiera, iba escribir como si nadie fuera a leer nada de lo que estoy escribiendo. Eso me hizo sentir más cómoda y sin miedo de escribir lo que yo siento. Así que eso es exactamente lo que estoy haciendo. Yo sé que me estoy poniendo en lugar muy vulnerable, pero ya decidí que no me detendré, esta soy yo, 100000%.  

Son las 9pm, un sábado por la noche en LA, y estoy sentada en mi cuarto frente a mi laptop con una vela encendida con olor de vainilla, escuchando música de Chris Brown. No sé si sentirme feliz o triste de mi situación en este momento jaja, pero lo que si se es que tengo mucho dentro de mí que siento la necesidad de compartir. La verdad es que soy una chica de 25 años que aun esta tratando de encontrase a sí misma, viviendo en un mundo y una sociedad con tanta presión de asimilar que tienes todo resuelto y bajo control. Honestamente, no lo tengo bajo control, mi vida está lejos de ser perfecta, pero eh aprendido a aceptar eso.

Tengo tantas preguntas, y no las suficientes respuestas. Tengo dudas e incertidumbres, pero una cosa que si se es que todo tiene un propósito y está en mi hacer lo quiera de él. Así que eso es exactamente lo que estoy haciendo y aquí es donde comenzare, mi blog.

Quiero que este sea un lugar de empoderamiento, inspiración, propósito, e iluminación. Un lugar en donde no hay respuestas correctas o equivocadas, en donde no hay que fingir saberlo todo. Simplemente quiero que sea un lugar para expresar sus pensamientos y no tener miedo, tomar un punto de vista diferente y quizás abrir su mente a una nueva perspectiva.   

 

73 thoughts on “R.A.W (Real Authentic Words)”

  2. Me parece increible cindy que nos des la oportunidad de tener un espacio donde poder escribir y compartir un poco, a veces las personas solamente necesitamos eso alguien quien escuche nuestro punto de vista. Muchas bendiciones en esta nueva etapa y todo el apoyo si en algo le sirve un fuerte abrazo! Y feliz cumpleaños! BENDICIONES 🙂

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    1. Exacto, para mi es muy importante que este blog sea justo eso: un lugar en donde sepan que los escucho sin juzgar. Si ocupan quiza un consejo o lo que sea que cuentan conmigo y para que exista esa coneccion se que yo tambien me tengo que abrir con ustedes 🙂 Amen, y bendiciones para ti tambien!

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    1. Jennifer, it means the world that you took the time to read my blog. THANK YOU SOOOOOO MUCH! This is truly so motivating, appreciate you and your family so much!!

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  6. Mi amiga increíble ♥️ Im SO proud of you and your leap of faith into this blog. I love your take on being open and vulnerable, many are too fearful to take such risks. But, as you said, no one is perfect and we try to mask that reality by making it seem as if our lives are. I hope you accomplish all that you wish to through this blog and I cannot wait to see what the future holds for you. Te quiero mucho y que Dios te sigue bendiciendo ♥️🙌🏽🙏🏽

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    1. Wow Demi I don’t even know where to begin. Your message literally made me tear up. It is so true, it is hard to open up and be real, when we know we can easily be judge and not accepted. Amen to that, it is all in God’s hands now. Thank you for being such a beautiful friend, I love you!

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  7. Hello Cindy. My name is Danny. Seems to me like you are starting this blog for all the rights reasons. I’m sure it takes a lot of courage to open up and express yourself the way you have and the way you plan to do. I hope you are able to empower, inspire, and enlightened just as you mentioned above. Looking forward to reading your blogs. Best wishes in your new venture.

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    1. Hi Danny! So nice to meet you, and thank you for stopping by my blog. It really is a scary thing to open up, but it feels right to do so. I want to be a voice for people, I go through the same situations that many of us go through, but are afraid to open up about. I just want to show people that they are not alone,, and that whatever pressures or struggles they may be going through, they have a place here. New post will be up this Sunday 😀

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  8. Proud of you Cindy! Congratulations on your first Blog! Taking the first step is always the hardest , but it is extremely rewarding at the end of the day 🙂 Keep shining love !

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    1. Nika my dearest, thank you so much!! Yes you are right, taking the first time is definitely hard, but as you said, I am confident it will be rewarding 🙂

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    1. Hi Cynthia!! Thank you for your beautiful comment. We are not alone in the situations we go through, but I know that it can be difficult to open up about them, which is why I decided to create this blog. Know that you can come here any time you need help/advice/ or simply someone to listen to you, I am here 🙂

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  11. Be fearless darling. The world is filled with the cowardly. Be bold for the growth of your beautiful mind. Nothing is sexier than a woman’s mind expanding beyond that which is seen.

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    1. Thank you secret admirer lol I agree tho, it is important to be fearless and bold when it comes to the growth of our mind. 🙂

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    1. Patty, seriously you have been such an important part of this! I don’t know what I would do without your help, THANK YOU!!

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  13. 💐Felicidades Cindy eres una chica Inteligente y con mucho talento un buen ejemplo para otras personas , soñadora con gran Corazón te deceo que todos tus proyectos Se hagan realidad, y sigas teniendo éxito ,Que Dios te Bendiga 🙏🏼😉💖

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    1. Que bellas palabras Amanda, las agradezco de todo corazon! Amen, por los buenos deseos y las bendiciones. Todo queda en las manos de Dios 🙂 Mil gracias por el apoyo

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